Am I too optimistic? Many things that are happening around me are very disadvantageous to me yet I still do not feel it. I may just break down one of these days.

Found that i haven't been posting in a long time. Hmm, i have been thinking quite a lot about this year and how things have developed. I don't know whether to like h1n1 or not. First, it was a good time for me to rest since i fractured my leg. But, 01 has been postponed and a lot of activities were cancelled. This made my pl year so... superficial. It was like I was just starting to adjust in my new post and now the year has gone and no more patrol activities. Yeah, I am accal now, but so what? I would actually want my sec three year in scouting back. I don't know but it's like i am lagging like mad.

Anyway, i am also a psl but I am in the organising committee thing. it isn't bad but seriously I don't know whether I can do a good job or not. But on the bright side, i am kinda cheerful nowadays and seriously 01 is becoming more and more fun, although not so much for the sec 1s and 2s. =)

Woohoo I love marking days. It's been long since I felt so relaxed. It's like I was mugging for the past month or so (mug does not equal to high marks so i dont care how much i got). So, i just chill out today and just had fun screwing around with the computer stuff (not a geek though). 01 is resuming this saturday which is perfectly timed since I had been detached from 01 for a looong time. Anyway, i am typing in total darkness, except from the screen of the computer (i have been doing this for days with no reason). i think i am mad. Haha

Having friends is damn nice. Haha kah wah and elton came to my house today to play. Haha, we play until like mad and ate pizza hut. Elton ordered 3 pizzas, mad like siao. So, we ate until freaking full and we just played lord of the rings and smackdown vs raw. Normally i would play these alone but today i really had fun. Playing with your friends just have a different thing. Yay, going out tomorrow again. muahahaha

Whoo i am back. now blogging on my macbook pro. yeah i got one since we are gonna upgrade to windows 7 and i hate windows so might as well switch to mac. hmm, now i dont know what to do for the remaining days..

Haha blogging at starbucks now. We went for a somewhat "crash course style" holiday and here I am at sunway lagoon. Cool. But the bad thing is the limited wifi. Damn sad they say they got some free wifi zone but in the end it sucks. So here I am after buying a drink. Haha, many say they can't live without a computer but i shall say I can't live without Internet access. Damn screwed now that I have some Internet drawback disease. Blah going back tomorrow since there's actually nth much around here. Haha I found that I can type quite fast on my phone, haha to all those people who think you type slowly using a touchscreen phone.

Haha eoys are over. Preparing to go home now. This week in boarding was hardcore, felt more like a month than a week. Everyday after a paper kjust keep mugging then sleep then mug again. Wow this is the most I have ever spent studying for eoys. Now it's over, feels good :)

1 more day. 2 more papers. And it's time to party.

2 more days 3 more papers. And it's raining

Exams are around the corner. Yeah, a lot of other people are already playing but surprisingly, i feel nothing towards it. Maybe because I am away from the rest of the world here? Hmm, but still, it is time to prepare and mug for exams. It will start on thursday and end on next friday. 10 papers in 6 days. Wow. Which means for 4 days I will have 2 papers. Nice man. Argh, back to mugging.